This is my first post. It is both
exciting and scary to begin chronicling the life and times of S and me in our female led or better named female-centric marriage (FCM). Exciting because i have never loved or felt so loved and lovable in my entire life and we are more in love today than we were when we first began dating. And, i just want to share this unbelievable gift with others in the hopes they may find some piece of heaven for themselves in this writing. Scary because it will no doubt make public a lot of our private lives and i know i will feel pressure to adequately describe this journey as well as keep this blog updated regularly.
This blog's intent is to say to you the reader, whether you are male or female, husband or wife, that if S and i can happily enter this lifestyle, so can you. If you met us, you would see a very happily married couple who communicates on a very high level and are willing to share their deepest most personal secrets with one another. You would also see a family with children living in suburbia who could easily be your next door neighbor and you would NEVER guess we would contemplate, much less embrace this lifestyle. We are exceedingly normal.
Why i am writing this blog is important to know. When i began fantasizing about this lifestyle many years ago, i wish i could have had some resource to guide me in a wholesome and integrated approach. That what i sought was good. Instead, what was on the net was a barrage of the porn-laden sites dedicated to the male fetish-ization of some unrealistic pseudo-ideal meant more to make money than to promote a worthy lifestyle (for some).
This all certainly helped me get off. And, it also made me feel the whole exploration was at least a little "dirty" if not outright injurious to our marriage. i didn't like that feeling at all and i wanted it to change. Herein you will learn about the resources we used to get where we are today. So, here is our story, from my viewpoint, from the beginning...
We embarked on our roller coaster ride into FCM on August 23, 2013. It was then that i proposed to S (again!). In the prelude of my proposal,
i expressed how thankful i was that She continually recognized all my efforts
in being a good husband and father. And,
that while our first 20 years of marriage (more on this in later posts!) were absolutely incredible, and i am exceedingly
blessed having S for my Wife, i told Her that i knew i could be better. And, that i need her help to assist me in
getting there and that i couldn't do it without her.
It was then that i presented Her a gift box and inside the box was a
beautifully crafted necklace that was intended for a very valuable stone
pendent. In place of the pendent i had
placed a key. the key was to a chastity
device i had purchased and unbeknownst to Her was wearing to dinner. i told Her the key was central to my proposal
for the next 20 years.
For the first 20 years, i told Her, She gave so selflessly for everyone
in our family. And, in all of those
years, i knew She did things for me without caring about her own needs. i told her the next 20 years would be
different. i proposed that the next 20
years belonged to Her. i begged Her to
help me become the best husband, father, friend, and lover over the next 20
years. And, that i wanted Her to be central
in all my thoughts.
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| my gift to S on our 20th Anniv. |
i know S did not
fully understand the significance of the key yet. i trudged forward and showed Her the diamond pendent
behind the necklace and key. She knew
what that was! She began to cry happy
tears. i then moved beside her and told
her the key was to be used with this and placed her hand on my crotch so that She
could feel the chastity device that was guarding my penis. Still not knowing exactly what it was (you
have to understand S is probably the most innocent wife of 20 years that you
have ever come across, and i mean that in the most loving and laudable way), She
knew it was something sexual and that definitely peeked Her interest.
i asked Her if She accepted my proposal and She did (although the full
implications and details were later to be explored). She accepted!!
From that night forward, She began Her inquiry into the whole life of a
female centric marriage and her role in it.
From knowing nothing about chastity, chastity devices, and all that
comes with it, She has accepted this role with the utmost enthusiasm and
curious zeal. The coming weeks would take
us from chastity to a female led or female-centric marriage which would
include a cuckold lifestyle.
There is so much write to about and so much to catch you the reader up on
what has happened in the last 4 weeks.
Stay tuned...i can't wait to share with you how we got from there on August
23rd to last night where She would not allow me to orgasm but had
multiple orgasms Herself. S is keen on making
up for the imbalance in orgasms from the last 20 years!
By the way, i have not been allowed to orgasm for the last 15
days! See, i told you She was enthusiastic.
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