Then, after about 5 orgasms we just cuddled and She told me to go get Her favorite dildo. It happens to be the biggest one we have.
At that point i felt like i had little chance of being inside Her but it didn't matter because i wanted to please Her. So, i used the dildo on Her and She came in very short time. Then, she instructed me, "I want more." And, i continued fucking Her with the dildo and She came so intensely a lot of times (i lost count) but it had to be over 5 times.
After the last time, she just announced, "Okay, put it away." Which i dutifully did (of course after cleaning it and getting Her some wine).
There we were laying in bliss and i wanted Her so badly. i wondered if She did want me inside Her, if She would even feel me.
After cuddling for a while and then kissing, She said, "Get inside me."
When Syd tells me this, i do it very quickly because i didn't one time and lost my chance - i won't let that happen again.
As i went inside Her, it felt so incredible. Her pussy is divine. She asked me if i wanted to cum, and i of course said, "Yes, Mistress, very much so, please."
Syd's mantra for me. |
i wanted to cum so badly. After i would get close, i would stop because She made it clear i was not to orgasm. She would then tell me to repeat the mantra, "You can fuck anyone, anywhere, anytime. And, i don't need to be there." Again and again, and then She would say, "Now fuck me!"
And, i would for as long as i could without cumming. Then, i would stop and She would have me repeat the mantra again.
Until finally, She had me repeat, "You can fuck anyone, anywhere, anytime. And, i don't need to be there." She said, "Fuck me and cum inside me!" Again, I never ask questions, i just do it and while i was fucking Her, She would tell me "What a good little boy you are." "You want to see me fuck other men." Finally, i came so hard, it felt so incredible.
As i cuddled into Her arms afterwards, i realized what i was repeating and what it meant. The mantra ("You can fuck anyone, anywhere, anytime. And, i don't need to be there.")
Syd gave me i am sure was meant to be embedded in my submissive mind.
It is.
No comments:
Post a Comment