Baby

Anyone reading this seeing the title "Baby" might set their minds to wandering.  Wandering down the path of an intense, perhaps the most intense aspect of cuckoldry.  And, without saying it, i know you know what i mean.

This is something i would say every cuckold at one point or another has fantasized about.  When they thought about it, it lit their passions and struck at their very core.  Would their wife or wouldn't they, I mean REALLY?  Would they??

i was recently faced with just this question and the answer startled me.

It all started innocently enough.  S and i were playing and i called her "Baby."  As in, "oh Baby, You like how that feels?"  In 20 years of marriage, i don't think i ever called Her "Baby."  That was until about 2 months ago when all this started.  We met S's bull.  We will call him J.  i will have to write an entire post or more about Bull J.  But one of the things i learned from him was how he called S "Baby" and how She responded to it.  i liked it.  i liked the name, loved the closeness it encapsulated.  So, i too took to calling Her "Baby" especially during play time and sometimes just in normal conversation.

i liked the intimacy of which it spoke even though i admit i did feel a bit uneasy about using it.  Why?  It seemed every time i heard it elsewhere, it was from some dominant who was saying it to S whether in person or texting or chatting online.  Unbeknownst to me, this must be a favorite pet name of dominant's for their ladies.

i admit i liked using it, but it never quite rolled off my tongue naturally.

So, again, there we were, in the middle of play, and there i was calling S "Baby" in a sexual context.

She stopped everything, cold.

Right there in the middle.

She was so wet.

i was so hard.

And, She took my face into Her dominant hands and looked me straight in the eyes.

What She said next would totally rock my world.

"Listen," She continued, "you are never to call Me that again.  I never want to hear you call Me that name anymore.  That name is reserved for dominant bulls to call Me (i.e., you are not a dominant).  Do you understand?"

i replied meekly, "Yes, Mistress, i understand."

That was it, the end of me using the name "Baby" with S.  i am quite sure it will never happen again.  i have thought about using the term again since but knew it just wasn't right.  And, every time i think about using it, which is fairly often at this point, it is an internal act of submission to not use it and it makes me feel very good inside but also gives me the slightest pit in my stomach.  Things have changed.  Things will change.  i wonder what will be the next thing i tell you about that i cannot do because it would be inappropriate for a submissive cuckold husband to do with his Wife.  Stay tuned!

PS.  So, in the beginning of this post, the question was whether or not i would be able to call her "Baby."  i don't know what YOU were thinking!!!