Meeting Chris for drinks...

Tonight, Syd and i went out for drinks to meet a guy who contacted us.  We get a lot of guys wanting to meet us, and i'm sure most of that is due to Syd of course. We do have a lot to offer and we have become even more discerning in or choices these days.

The guy who contacted us is a 28 year old black guy who is a grad student from one of the local colleges. He was very intrigued by our profile on a site. From the moment we began chatting, he seemed enthralled with us, especially Syd of course.

Searching for gold can be tedious...and rewarding.

i sat in the car waiting for them to come out and after about 20 minutes, they came through the exit doors together. We then drove him to his car.  The drive home was delightful recanting the episodes we just experienced.

So, after chatting for about two weeks, we finally set up a time to meet for drinks and tonight was that night.

Mind you, during those two weeks, every chat i was on the lookout for some red flag.  You see, so many times these will pop out as a warning signal and i have learned to trust my instincts regarding potential suitors. 

i believe that a lot of guys might be able to carry on one conversation and fake it, but over the long haul, they just can't help exposing their Achilles heel. Once exposed, they don't get another chance with us.  And because so many guys try to contact us, i have learned to be very discerning and Syd is so appreciative. She knows how difficult a task it is to sift through "candidates" to find the gem.

So, tonight was long anticipated by us because we hadn't met with a "candidate" in a while.  Chris was young, but demonstrated a maturity that impressed me.  You know someone is serious about you when they don't want or need myriad pictures.

Syd dressed for the occasion and i so wish i could show her to you. You would see an incredibly sexy blonde vixen with piercing blue eyes.  Her body is so ravishing. She is tall at 5'8" but when she wears 5" heels like she did tonight - 5" heeled boots - she is 1" taller than me.  It is so fucking hot to see her walk into a room and watch all the heads turn.  And the beautiful thing is she doesn't even know she does it. With her boots and skin tight pants and her blouse which so seductively pulls your eyes to her voluptuous cleavage, she makes me, her husband of 20 years hard when I see her.

Well, at least kind of hard, as I really can't get hard confined in the Queen's Keep she loves to lock me in. More about that some other time.

So, we walked into the hotel lobby where there is a great bar we enjoy. It's an exclusive hotel with a lobby that just oozes charm and class. We found a nice little nook where we could sit, but also be served drinks from the wait staff. Traffic was crazy so I thought Chris might be late.

And if you have ever done this, you're never sure the guy is going to show up. It is beyond me why some people engage only to disengage after receiving pics. I mean with ubiquitous porn on the web, who needs personal pics to get off?  Really? I'm not sure i'll ever understand the motivations behind such time wasters.

Anyway, part of me was hoping Chris was not in this camp. i emailed him where we were sitting and it was about 20 minutes past the time we were supposed to meet.

But again, traffic was as snarled as i have seen it in a long time here. i decided to walk around and the lobby and into the bar. i recognized him right away. He was sitting at the bar very well dressed and already drinking what looked like a whiskey drink.

He smiled an easy smile when i inquired, "Chris?"

He stood up and shook my hand, firm and looked me in the eye.  So far so good, i thought to myself.

He looked like his pictures, which is no small statement. He is very good looking and towers at 6'4" with the body of a soccer player. His nude pics he sent us would be the envy of most women, in all respects.

We walked over to where Syd and i had been sitting with our drinks waiting for him. She stood up when we got closer and shook his hand in a very businesslike manner. Clearly she was sizing him up.

We all sat down and the waitress came by to see if we needed anything. We all had drinks so we didn't order any more, but she clearly looked at the three of us with subtle bemusement. The thought that she knew what was going on was intoxicating to me.

The three of us began to chat about our backgrounds, and histories, and own personal stories. He was very engaging and was genuinely interested in getting to know us better. Again, he was very mature for being 28 year old.

As an aside, how hot is it that my newly turned 46 year old wife is the object of desire for a handsomely virile young man.

He told us about some of his previous relationships and how his most favorite have been cuckold relationship is which lasted on the long-ish side.  Long for him meant 6-8 months.  And given his perspective and youth, we understood.

He clearly was dominant, not because he told us that, but because that was how he held himself. He was comfortable in his own skin.

i can't tell you how many guys will contact me and say they "can be dominant" or they are "sometimes dominant." That is definitely not what we are looking for.  We want a dominant who is dominant because he is dominant.

We talked for about 2 hours over drinks. We knew beforehand that he had a previous engagement with a couple he was meeting at a hotel. We knew our time was limited but time was also flying as the conversation weaved so effortlessly from personal to sex to whatever came up. It was a fun.

i excused myself to go to the bathroom. Don't get me wrong, i did have to go to the bathroom, but i also wanted to give them some alone time perhaps to say some things they might not otherwise say with me there, particularly Chris.

When i returned, Chris told me that he wanted Syd to take off her panties and hand them to him but she wasn't wearing panties! We only knew him 2 hours, and he was giving tasks.  Sometimes tasks can be exhausting, he seemed to know how to make them fun.

He thought for a while and then asked Syd to go upstairs in the lobby and sit on the couch near the bathrooms and that he would be up in a couple minutes.

Believe me, if i could get erect, i would have been. i was on hyper alert in a very good way. After she left us, he leaned closer to me and confided that he intended to go up and direct her to go with him into the men's room. He said there wasn't anyone in there and wanted to kiss her. He asked how i felt about it. i told him i thought it was not and exciting. He said "good" and proceeded to get Syd.

There i was sitting alone where just minutes ago my wife was sitting with me and our new black friend. i was so turned on. It seems everyone who walked by looked in my direction as if they knew exactly what was going on. Of course I know they didn't really, but I do think at least our waitress knew. The combination of arousal and humiliation was so raw for me at that point.

i looked at my watch and realized they were gone about 20 minutes. It seemed like an eternity. Finally, they descended the marble staircase together in a not-too-subtle display that they were together. They walked over to me and both smiled so broadly.

He told Syd to tell me what they did. She told me he directed her into the men's room and they went into a large handicap stall and began kissing. He then went down on her and then unbuttoned his pants and guided her head to his cock. She later told me he was very big and had a lot of fun with him in those few minutes.

Guys were coming in and out of the bathroom while they were in there. They had fun knowing they were bucking convention by being in there. He then suggested as there was a guy in the bathroom washing his hands that they walk out so he would see them exit.  They did. They talked about how exhilarating it was.

Remember, this was my wife who a year ago never watched porn and didn't know the word cuckold...with a 28 year old!

Soon after relaying the events to me, we realized Chris had to go and so we all stood and i shook his hand and he warmly hugged Syd and kissed her on the cheek saying he couldn't wait till we see one another again. He asked if we could share cell phone numbers and we did.

So, that was it. He left and Syd and I talked about how much we liked him and enjoyed his company. We decided we would go to one of our favorite restaurants in the city, a place where we can get amazing food and a quiet atmosphere so we could talk.

On our way to the restaurant, I received a text from Chris, "Great meeting with you guys tonight. i hope we can plan something in the future so you can be included in the fun we had in the bathroom."

It felt good to receive that from the guy who was vying to be our dominant.

And, no sooner did we get seated and i received another text from Chris saying the couple he was supposed to meet with backed out and he wondered if he could meet us for some more talk.

We asked him if he wanted to join us for dinner. The quickest response ever came back saying he definitely did and that he could be there in a couple minutes.

We told our waitress that we were expecting a friend in a few minutes.

He came into the room of the restaurant in which we were seated and it was like an old friend just joined us. He took off his coat and sat right next to Syd. i was seated across from Syd. We talked about how comfortable we all felt and good our evening was with him earlier. We all agreed that the couple backing out with him was a good thing...for us, all of us.

We all looked at the menu and finally ordered. As we sat there and talked, Chris casually put his hand on Syd's leg. Right there for everyone to see, he had his hand on my wife's leg. And he would look me in the eye and smile and I'd smile in return.  We both were loving it. And, i know Syd was loving it.

i also noticed that when our waitress would come by, he would keep his hand there. i am quite sure she noticed and the thought they she knew was something hard to describe, but i'll tell you it was thrilling.

After a little while, i excused myself to the bathroom. Again, i thought i'd give them some alone time. On my way back from the bathroom, i noticed i could see our table from an interior window and it was likely they couldn't see me. i stopped and watched them and thought to myself how erotic this all was.

Then, amazingly, i saw Syd look around the restaurant and then she leaned over to Chris and they kissed. Again, right there in the open and if anyone was looking, they would have seen everything. i was looking, even though they didn't know i was looking, and was so turned on. Probably precisely because they didn't know I was looking made it even more of a turn on.

i didn't say anything to them upon my return and would only later tell Syd i saw them kiss. She loved the fact that i saw it.

We continued through dinner and by this time we were the only ones left in the restaurant except for a few waiters. When it came time to leave, Syd asked me to go get the car and i knew that was code for giving her and Chris some alone time. i left the restaurant for the car and saw them head off to a very dark section of the restaurant.

i am sure there will be more posts to come about Chris.

Stay tuned...

She's with her Boyfriend…overnight

i am writing you tonight as i lie in our bed, alone. Syd is with her boyfriend for an overnight visit which started around 5pm and will go to sometime tomorrow morning. i will continue to write as i go along these next hours.

He called her earlier this week and told her he wanted her to come over and stay the night with him. She loved being asked and it was clear to me she really wanted to do it.

In situations like this, even though i may feel a little uneasy about it, i try to be extra supportive to her and make her feel very good about going. i know ultimately that she loves me and she loves exploring her sexuality.

I wonder if Syd feels this way now.

The day before, she asked me to get a bottle of wine for her and her boyfriend. This made me feel a little tortured, in a good way. i made sure it was a part of my daily calendar for i didn’t want to forget. i walked into the liquor store and found what i thought would be a great bottle of wine for them. After all, i wanted to please Syd as well as Ryan. As i checked out with the female clerk, i thought to myself, if only knew what this purchase was all about.

Leading into all this, Syd instructed me that she wanted me in the Queen's Keep for an indeterminate amount of time. She talked about how pleased she is when i am caged and how she prefers to have me that way, it makes her happy.

It is odd i know, but to hear her say that made me incredibly aroused and excited to know she liked me caged. It is so counter intuitive and i'm really not sure why, but i know i like that she likes it.

It feels good inside to wear it as i know i am pleasing her and serving her as well as her boyfriend.

So, not only was my wife going to stay with her boyfriend overnight, but i was going to spend that time caged. Normally, i'd love to j/o or even edge if i wasn't allowed to cum, but not even being able to touch my little dick was excruciatingly titillating.

The morning of her overnight, she teased me so much in bed. She killed me by touching my cage and rubbing my testicles and whispering how her boyfriend was going to fuck her that night and how much he wanted her alone. She knew she was driving me crazy but she loved it.

All day at work, all i could think about was how she was going to go to his house around 5pm, which was before i would get home. So, i wouldn’t see her all day.

And all day, i knew she had planned to have her hair styles and also to get a manicure and pedicure. He loves when she does all this for him.

Syd was also very good to me by texting how much she loved me and how i was her number 1. It felt reassuring to hear her thoughts in this way.

She texted me when she got to his house.  She also added how much she loved me which again felt good.

When i got home, i took the kids to dinner and we had a great time. Having such a fun time with them sure took some of the edge off my otherwise preoccupied evening. i tried not thinking of them together, but it was inevitable.

Amazingly, i didn’t hear from her until the next morning. The only text i got from him was to say i picked out a good bottle of wine for them.

i was so expecting to hear from them, whether it was pictures or little texts throughout the night, i was expecting they would want to share their experience with me if only to tease me. Alas, that wasn't the case.

i wanted to sleep long and hard, but i wasn't able to very much.  Plus, i wasn't even able to get hard with the cage. All in all it was a very frustrating evening.

The next morning i took care of the kids with breakfast and school, and then went off to work. All day all i could think about was wondering what they did and were doing.

So, i write this not to tell you about all the sex they had, they surely did, but mainly to say i realize now that this is the life of a cuckold. This is the life i wanted and fantasized about. And, i am happy. And,it isn't easy. i suppose i never thought it would be. Yet, i look forward to being able to convert my feelings into a new spiritual awareness. It excites me for what is to come, the pleasure and the pain.

Email from our Dominant

This is the email he sent us today:

"I found this and want to know your thoughts:

'Interracial Bill Of Rights

Interracial Bill Of Rights (Complete)

Section A.

Interracial Bill Of Rights (As they apply to the SUPERIOR Black man.)

1. You are superior to white women and especially to white men. Knowing this should not be a license to disrespect the basic human rights of white people and you should not hold your superiority against them. They should be treated with basic human respect and dignity just as you expect to be treated, even though you are CLEARLY superior in most ways in general.

2. You have a GOD GIVEN ABSOLUTE RIGHT to fuck white people. White women were made primarily for the purpose of being the sexual slaves of the black man, and it is also your right to use white men sexually as you see fit. As human beings they have the right to say no and you should never force yourself sexually on anyone. Even though it is your right to have any kind of sex you desire with any white person so long as it is consensual you should nonetheless be grateful for their service to you and reward them with the sexual satisfaction that ONLY black men can provide them. You are to educate those white people, male and female, who have yet to understand life's correct order, making it clear to the white husband that his rights are secondary to those of the superior black male.

3. No white person has ANY right to request that you use a condom. As a black man you should ONLY use a condom if YOU choose to and ideally should never do so. If sexually transmitted disease is an issue a physician should be consulted instead of condom use. White people are your natural cum dumps and you should always be free to ejaculate freely inside any white person’s orifice.

4. You have the ABSOLUTE GOD GIVEN RIGHT to fuck ANY white man’s wife and to do so before him, without his permission or approval. Consent should be given by the woman, but if the husband takes issue with you having sex with his wife, then it is well within your rights to fuck her behind his back. Be cautious though that any man can become jealous and enraged and be dangerous so handle your clandestine affairs with married white women with extreme caution.

5. Your penis is the ultimate object of worship for the white woman. If you choose to, it should be equally worshiped by the white man. You should always give any attractive white woman the pleasure of your penis if it is possible and practical and if you desire her. Keep in mind, that ALL white women desire black penis even though some do not admit it even to themselves. You truly ARE GOD’S GIFT TO THE WHITE WOMAN! Use this power wisely. The proper order of using your black penis is to give it to the most beautiful and physically attractive white women first, married or single. Blond, attractive white wives should be given the ultimate priority. Next, the average looking white women should be considered. All other white women come last, as they have the least chance of bearing attractive black children.

6. Sex with white people is primarily for YOUR satisfaction. You should ALWAYS have a spurting orgasm and their pleasure is completely irrelevant, BUT you ought to make every effort to please them if possible because they are deserving of a reward for pleasing you sexually.

7. It is your RIGHT to fuck white women up the ass at will, however you must have consent to do so, but her denial is no reason not to press the issue. Ideally she should respect your rightful ownership of all her orifices and submit them to you at your discretion. A white woman who refuses to take your penis up her ass is not the ideal woman, and while it is still desirable to fuck her, every effort should be made to convince her of the rightness of her submitting to anal sex with Black men. You must of course have the consent of any white man you choose to fuck, but it is your right to require him to perform any sexual act you desire as well.

8. Any and ALL white people should suck your dick at your request, although again consent is an issue. Be patient with them though and be prepared to instruct them on how to properly suck your dick to your satisfaction. Not all white people will be prepared to properly suck a Black man’s penis correctly, especially if it is excessively large. It is their duty to learn to deep throat your penis and they should be able to do it to some extent, but be tolerant and patient with them if they cannot. It is an ABSOLUTE REQUIREMENT that they swallow your cum and or allow you to cum on them in any fashion YOU choose.

9. Remember, your sexual satisfaction is the priority. Treat whites with the respect you wish to be treated with whenever possible, but remember they exist to please you sexually. Your pleasure and desires are always top priority. Superiority does not give you the right to disrespect the rights of other human beings. There is a place for us all.

These are some basic precepts for the black man. I write these with all due respect and admiration for blacks and hope you will enjoy them.

Section B.

Interracial Bill Of Rights (As they apply to ALL white woman)

1. Black men have the ABSOLUTE and inalienable right to have sex with you, any time, any where, and as often as they desire. You have the right as a human being to decline, but it is your natural duty to sexually satisfy the black man in any way possible. It is your duty to perfect the art of fellatio, and practice vaginal muscle control to please a black man's penis. It should be your PRIMARY purpose in life to sexually serve the superior Black man. You will be rewarded for your full and complete compliance in life's new order.

2. White men are always, ALWAYS, ALWAYS be second in life's order to black men. If you happen to be in love with a white man it is still your duty to always put the sexual needs of black men first. If you marry a white man it is especially important that you make yourself sexually available to black men. You may have sex with white men, but should do so only after the black man has gone first. If it is possible, you should avoid sex with white men altogether, instead opting to masturbate them in whatever way you can, so their seed will fall upon the ground. If a superior Black man should wish to have his dick sucked by your white husband or boyfriend or even to fuck your husband or boyfriend in the ass, you should support this and encourage the white man in question to submit completely to the desires of the Black man. Black men, being the superior being, do have this right.

3. It is a Black man's god given right to intercourse white women bareback, whenever and where ever he desires. Black men should NEVER wear a condom during sex with a white woman (or man if that be the case). When protection from STDs is an issue it is always preferable to consult a physician to using condoms. Black men should always ejaculate inside of you, and if they do not their semen is not to be wasted but should be consumed orally. Black semen is to be considered an absolute treasure, the seed of life, and it should be your primary objective in life to partake and consume as much as is physically possible. You should treasure every drop and make sure none is wasted.

4. It is your god given DUTY to orally copulate ANY Black male who requests it at any time and any place if it is at all possible. It is also an ABSOLUTE MUST that you make every effort to swallow the ejaculate, unless he specifies that he would like to ejaculate on your body, in which case you should still lick up as much of his precious cum as you can. Oral sex is very low risk for STDs and should be practiced on black men as often as is possible. NEVER turn a black man away, as this is the ultimate sin for a white woman. Serve black men and serve them well, and you will be treated with desire, which should be your ultimate objective in life. Black men, on the other hand, are not bound to respect white women. They are here to use you for their pleasure, and you are on this earth to serve them completely and endlessly, without moral or religious reservations.

5. If it is at all possible, no form of contraception should ever be used for sex with black men. It is a white woman’s natural duty to conceive and bear black children as often as is possible. Your children should be raised to understand the superiority of the black man.

6. When bearing and raising white children you should raise them to understand their place beneath the Black man and to understand their god given duty to sexually serve the black men. Both white daughters and sons must be properly instructed in the art of pleasing black men, when such a time is deemed to be appropriate. You daughters should be thoroughly discouraged from sexual activity with white men at all costs. White sons should be taught to accommodate a black man's penis anally if it is possible, and to bring their wives and daughters into the serving of black men lifestyle. Your children must ultimately make their own choices and should be allowed to, but the importance of sexual service to the black male can not be over emphasized.

7. You SHOULD learn to submit to anal sex with a large black penis. If done properly this is a VERY enjoyable activity for both the Black man and the white woman. Ideally a Black penis should be allowed entry to any orifice of your body at any time the Black man desires. Again I must stress that condom use is ABSOLUTELY UNACCEPTABLE! It is a white woman's greatest gift to a black man to submit to an anal fucking and a great compliment to the white woman when a Black man ejaculates inside her anus. It has been said that once a white woman submits herself anally to the black man, she has experienced the ultimate physical deed of her life.

8. As a human being you deserve respect, but being desirable to black men is your purpose in life. You should never suffer abuse at the hands of any man or woman, even a superior Black man. You, as a white woman, were born with the primary purpose in life to be the sexual objective of the black man, and should submit to his sexual desires at all times, but this does not include any activity that is abusive or hurtful to you. The superior Black man will never mistreat the white woman except in the advancement of her sexual education and the endless sexual, physical, and emotional submissions that are required of her.

9. As a white woman, the ONLY path to TOTAL and COMPLETE sexual satisfaction is to serve the needs of the superior Black male. Black Females must be respected as well and are also above you in the grand scheme of things and this should never be forgotten.

10. When dressing or selecting clothing the Black man's arousal is of PARAMOUNT importance! Not all women have the figure for it, but if it is at all possible you MUST wear the sexiest clothing that is possible for the situation. You ideally should keep your legs and pussy completely and cleanly shaven and should always smell good for the benefit of the Black man. ALWAYS wear high heeled shoes and bared or stocking clad legs when you can, and skirts are always preferable. Braless and or nipples prominently displayed is advisable and strongly encouraged. Body language should ALWAYS indicate your sexual availability to ALL Black men. Panties should be avoided whenever possible and it is advisable for you to flash your tits and pussy to black men whenever you can, even when with your white husband in public or private, indicating your willingness, your desires and sexual availability.

11. Pornography, if you should choose to view it should ONLY depict Black males and white females having sex. White males having sex with white females on film is disgusting and should be avoided at all costs.

12. The Black man's penis is a thing to be WORSHIPED by the white woman (and white men if the black man should desire). Treat it with the utmost care and respect, and it will serve you very well. The proper position of worship for a white woman is on her knees, naked, caressing the black penis with her white hands, stimulating the Black man so he will want and need more and more sex.

These are the ways in which you can be the ideal white woman. Knowing you place is key, and keeping these basic rules memorized or available to you at all times is advisable.

Section C.

The Interracial Bill Of Rights. (As they apply to the white man)

This is the TRUTH about your place in this world as a white man. Regardless about all the BULLSHIT they teach you about all men being created equally, you must learn and obey these rules if you want to be an ideal white man who knows and respects his proper place in life.

1. Black men have an absolute and inalienable right to fuck white women. This means your wife, daughter, secret lust..... ANY and ALL white women. The white woman is a human being and has the right of choice but should be taught early that it is her god given duty to excite, serve, and satisfy black men sexually above all other things. You should teach your wife, and or daughters and even sons that they are first and foremost the physical sexual objects of the black man, and have a duty to perform any and all sexual acts a black man requests of them whenever and where ever they are indicated. There are no exceptions to this rule, and their morals and religious views should be adjusted through education so they have no guilt when they submit to a black man's needs. White women were put on this earth to serve black men, completely and endlessly, and this needs to be understood without exception.

2. The black man has the absolute and inalienable right to fuck YOU, the white man, any time and way that he chooses. Of course not all black men will desire this and you should never risk offending him by offering. You as a white man must perfect the art of sucking cock, deep throating, and pleasuring a black man's penis with your ass. "No" is not a word you should EVER use regarding a black man's request for sex, and you must perform any act he requires of you regardless of how you feel about it personally. You should also bring him your wife anytime he requests further desires and sexual needs.

3. A black man's seed is NEVER to be wasted. If a black man cums it should be inside of white people’s orifices. In a white vagina, anus or mouth, and the semen should remain there or be swallowed as is the case. If any spills it should be licked up and if the black man decides to cum on any part of a white person’s anatomy the semen should ultimately be eaten by the white person.

4. As a white man, when you marry a white woman it is your god given duty to work to educate her and make her available to black men so she can serve their sexual needs. Black men ALWAYS have priority sexually and are ALWAYS the alpha male. You should discourage your wife from sex with white men, including yourself. If you have sex at all with your wife it should be limited to masturbation, unless SHE insists otherwise, and then sex should be ONLY with the full permission of her black lover(s), and ONLY after they have had her first. As you are still a man with male desires it is understandable that it may be difficult to comply with this rule if there is any way around it, but a diligent effort must be made. If it is possible the white man should ideally learn to derive his sexual satisfaction solely from watching black men indulge their white wives, girlfriends or daughters, and or, by sucking black men’s dicks and being fucked in their asses by black men.

5. ALL human beings deserve respect and while white men must accept that they are inferior to black men they should not be expected to allow themselves to be actually abused by anyone.

6. Pornography depicting acts of sex and love between black men and white women and black men and white men are the proper fare for masturbation for the white man. Pornography depicting white men fucking white women is ugly, perverse, profane and should NEVER be possessed or viewed by white men or women. Such material should be destroyed.

7. The black penis is to be worshiped above all things. It is the most revered object of humankind and should be treated as such. It is the very image of perfection. Dildos and likenesses of penises should always be black, and represent the black male’s superior genitalia.

8. Most important to the white man is that you have NO sexual rights whatsoever except when granted by a black male and secondarily by a white female. You should always keep your filthy little white penis hidden from view unless requested to do otherwise by a black man or white woman. In an ideal world your only real purposes in life are to support the Black lovers of your white wives, girl friends and daughters, serve as a "bitchboy" to suck and be fucked by black men when it amuses them to do so, and produce white daughters for the black man's pleasure.

There are many more things that could be said on the subject, but these are some basic simple rules for the white man to live by. Keep a copy of these in your wallet or on your person at all times and obey them to the fullest of your ability.'

Well, I never thought I would receive something like this in real life.  I am very interested in your thoughts.

Out of town for work...He goes to Syd...at our house!

He always has mentioned that he wanted to be with her in our house. I always imagined it would be the three of us. But, i received a text from Syd saying he texted her and was coming over to our house. it was so odd because almost instantly i felt myself get that pit in my stomach but my little dick also got very hard at the same time.

He was coming to our house around 9:00 am after all the kids were off to school. i was half expecting a text or call or something but i heard nothing until about 1:00 pm. It was so hard for me not to text or call them. My mind was racing with what they were doing. Here is what i envisioned:

At 1:00 pm, i finally received a picture from him via text with Syd on her knees in our kitchen with one hand holding his massive cock showing her wedding ring and her other hand holding a sign with her written words on it, "Wish you were here."

It definitely was one of those events i knew took this all to new level for us.

i thought i'd share some pics i looked at while they were together and i was in my hotel room.

i hope you like them :)

I'm Going to See My Boyfriend - Pt. II

Syd came home from Ryan's and looked so happy. She came right up to me in the family room and gave me the most passionate of kisses. She smiled and just said, "Thank you! You are the greatest!" i was immediately hard thinking in my mind that she was thanking me for being so understanding of her having a boyfriend and also making her feel so good about it.

Syd said they had a great evening of sex and conversation. She likes that with him it is not all about sex, she loves the intimacy. Syd said Ryan was incredibly turned on that this hot sexy wife was with him and her husband was home taking care of the kids. He was so turned on she said he came more quickly than usual.  Usually he can go for what seems like hours.

Syd said he felt incredible and left me a gift in her. She wanted to go straight to our bedroom. i couldn't wait to get to our bedroom and hear all the details so i eagerly ascended the stairs.

She told me to get into bed, stay clothed. Her body looked incredible, so sexy, so toned. i cuddled into her arms and we kissed and it felt so good to feel her warm wet lips and tongue. The thought obviously crossed my mind that she was moments ago sucking her boyfriend's cock with the same lips and tongue.

She reached down and began to play with my little penis asking me questions. 

"Do you like knowing your wife was with her black boyfriend tonight?"

"Do you like knowing his big cock was inside me and made me feel so warm inside."

"Did you like being home with the kids knowing your wife was being fucked by her boyfriend?"

"Do you know he left you a gift inside me?"

She felt my hardness and said, "Yes, of course you do, you are such a good boy."

She then instructed me, "Now reach down and put your fingers inside me."

i could feel her wetness and knew immediately it was a mixture of her juices and his cum.  After rubbing her G spot, she asked me, "Do you know what you're feeling?"

i knew she was making me say it. "Yes, i feel his cum inside you."

She responded, "Good, now pull your fingers out and taste him."

i did and began licking my fingers.  i don’t think i was being eager enough for her and she said, "Suck your fingers."  She said it in a tone that left no question that i better suck them with intensity. i did, and honestly, was glad for her direction because it felt so good to listen to her and to be licking his cum and her juices.

i then put my fingers back inside her and began to deeply stroke her and give her a number of orgasms.  All the while, she was telling me what a good little boy i was. Every time she said that, it's amazing how my mind focuses on "little" and that somehow makes me so so hard.

She then pushed my head to her pussy and said, "Suck all of his cum out of me."  i started to lick and she said, "Suck!"  So, i began sucking and she seemed very pleased.  The more i sucked, the more pleased she was. She wanted me to suck all of his cum out and swallow her black boyfriend's seed. Once she felt i had cleaned her sufficiently, she pulled me up to her and kissed me deeply and showered me with praise.

She then instructed me to take off my clothes. We cuddled together and she whispered in my ear. Saying what a good boy i was giving her the orgasms and how good i was at it. i was proud to have done that and to be that for her. She felt my hardness and said' "Don't even think about going inside me."

As you can imagine, i was hoping beyond hope that i would be allowed.

She asked me, "Did you enjoy sucking my boyfriend's cum out of me?"  i answered in a whispered voice, "Yes."

She then told me to fuck her. i knew from past experience to immediately get in position and don't ask questions.  i definitively didn't want her to change her mind and i was sure i heard her correctly.

i got on top of her and entered her quickly and she felt so warm, so inviting. Once inside, my first thought was thinking of Ryan being inside her just about an hour ago and that my little penis must not feel as good. In some ways, i feel that is my issue, because she did say i felt good inside her.

And even though i know it felt good because she wouldn't lie, she doesn’t have to, i knew i wasn't able to bring her to shattering orgasms like he does.

i was so thankful to be inside her. It has been a while since we have had sex - intercourse. i was ready to shoot in no time at all so i knew i had to slow down. As i slowed the pace, she said, "Are you ready to cum already? You know you're not allowed to, right?"  She also said something about her boyfriend lasting a lot longer than me. i knew it was true.

i quickened the pace and slowed as needed so that i didn't cum. She then asked me if i liked sucking his cum out of her pussy again.  i replied affirmatively.  She then told me to repeat, "i love sucking his cum out of your pussy" on every stroke.

So, i began saying in unison to thrusting inside her, "i love sucking his cum out of your pussy."

"i love sucking his cum out of your pussy."

"i love sucking his cum out of your pussy."

"i love sucking his cum out of your pussy."

"i love sucking his cum out of your pussy."

Over and over again i repeated it. And you have to know, as i am saying it, i know the psychological affect a phrase like this has. And, i also knew it was making me want to cum more speedily.

Finally, she said as i was repeating the phrase, "Come inside me." i was in ecstasy as i came inside her all the while repeating, "i love sucking his cum out of your pussy."

This is my life now.

"I am going to see my boyfriend."

"I am going to see my boyfriend."  This is what Syd told me as i got home tonight from work.  She made a great dinner for all of us and then told everyone she was going shopping.  She looked so sexy in her jogging outfit.  And, then she kissed me goodbye.

It felt so arousing to have this happen.  i mean, it was a fantasy come true.  Guys dreamof this happening to them and this is my reality.

So so hot.  I am so happy for her.

Honestly, i feel a little inadequate knowing she needed him sexually tonight.  Yet, that inadequacy feels so sweet.  Yes, a little bitter, but mostly sweet.

i guess that is the life of a cuckold.  i still can't believe i am one.

He just texted me that he left a gift inside his gf for me.

Her Boyfriend Cooks...too!

Ryan called me earlier in the week and wanted to surprise Syd with a "night out" for dinner at his place.  He was going to make dinner and wanted to know some of her favorite things as well as anything she didn't like.

This reminds me of why she likes him so much and his thoughtfulness in this way only amplifies his thoughtfulness as her lover.

Syd knew we were going out with Ryan but didn't know any other details.  She went shopping and was very excited to show off the things she bought to show off for her boyfriend.  There were plenty of bags in our bedroom so i could only guess she bought more sexy clothes than for just one evening.

Regarding her dress, i am not sure if i have mentioned it before, but even if i did it bears repeating.  The outfits she now wears are all sexy.  Even if she is just going to the grocery store, she is sexy.  Before, she never wore heels.  Now she wouldn't dream of anything less than 3-5" heels.

Her blouses are always saying, lean in and see if you can see anything more.  Her pants are skin tight and skirts are always short.  If i wasn't married to her, i'd look at her and say, "Man, is she hot!"  And, i would also think, "i know she is a great fuck!"

Well, the day of our "date" came she was very excited to see him.  i truly enjoy seeing her excitement.  It is so unthreatening, which i am sure makes me appreciate it all the more.

She was dressed in a beautiful silky yellow dress and was very low cut.  The kind of dress she wouldn't even have considered a year ago.  Along with her dangling earrings and 5" heels, she looked stunning.  Her legs were spectacular and i wanted to lick them right then and there.  For me, there is nothing like a bare leg, so much better than stockings.

As we drove to Ryan's house, Syd held my hand and asked me how i felt.  i told her i felt terrific and thanked her for making me feel so comfortable.  Even thought i knew in an hour or so she'd be moaning and screaming with him inside her, i was happy that she was happy.  i really was and i really am.

When we got to his house she opened the door after giving a gentle knock and he was inside waiting for us.  She went so easily into his arms and he wrapped his muscular black arms around her and i thought to myself how hot it was to see his black hands against her white back.  This was real, no fantasy, no porn, just real live erotica. 

He kissed her on the lips as if they had been lovers for years and she had her hands around his neck so perfectly.  He then greeted me as well and asked us if we wanted any drinks.  He knew her favorite drink now, and asked her if she would like a martini.  She was impressed he knew that and soon we were all drinking a martini that he made and it all felt so comfortable.

i thought to myself, "i can't believe just how warm and relaxed we all are and yet if anyone else would see this, they just wouldn't understand."  i know it may sound weird to many of you, but i thought to myself how lucky we were to have found him, how blessed even.

He made us a fresh tuna pizza that was incredible.  It was worthy of some of the best restaurants.

He told us he had 4 courses.  Well, we never made it to the second course.

During the first course, she touched his hand on the table and leaned over and kissed her.  It was over from there.

He grabbed her around the neck and i watched her hand go to his crotch.  As she touched his crotch, she let out a moan.  It was the kind of moan that said, "Oh my god, I have been thinking about this all week!"

Before i knew it, he told her to unzip his pants and he had his hand on her head as she went down on him.  She was moaning and so was he saying how good she felt and "what a good slut you are."  He then asked her, "Whose slut are you?"  She stopped sucking for a second to answer, "Me."  He then pushed her back down on him and said, "Good girl."

i could see his massive cock glistening with her saliva and every so often you could hear her gag from his size.  More and more saliva came out as she gagged and it was incredibly hot to watch.

At that moment, i knew he was in total control.  We all knew he was in total control.

He grabbed her by the hair and pulled her to her feet and ripped her dress off her and there she was naked in her heel and he bent her over the dining room table and began to fuck her.  If you saw a picture of it, you'd masturbate to it!  It was better than any picture i'd ever seen...and i was living it!

He began fucking her so hard and she was moaning so loud.  He asked her whose pussy was it.  She quickly answered, "Yours!"

At that point i felt like he owned her.

He would look over at me and say, "This is what she needs.  This is what you can't give her."

Then he'd say to her, "You don't get this at home, do you?"  She quickly said, No, no I don't."

He loves telling her what a whore she is and what a slut she is, and she loves hearing it.

He was pulling her hair back which made her back arch to meet each powerful thrust from her lover.

Next i knew, i heard drops hitting the floor and i knew she was cumming and squirting.

Watching him thrust into her with his enormous cock is something to behold.  The look on her face is nothing but ecstasy.  He loves slapping her on her ass and her ass was beet red.  You could easily see the welts from his hand.  Not mean in any way, but definitely forceful, exerting his control.

And, when he looks me in the eye to tell me i can't do the same things to her it is so humiliating yet it is such a turn on.  i can't really explain it and don't understand how it happens, but it does.  It makes me feel a pit in my stomach but my dick gets so hard.

Other than him looking over and saying those things to me, it was if i wasn't even in the room.  He clearly had her in a different world.

He then pulled her hair and just was pumping into her until she came again screaming all the way.

As soon as she came again he pulled her to follow him upstairs and in a flash they were up in his bedroom and I was sitting at the dining room table.  i didn't know if i should go upstairs, i mean, i wanted to badly of course, but i wasn't sure he wanted me to.  i thought he would have told me to follow if he wanted me to.  Then i heard the noises and i just had to see it for myself.

When i walked into his bedroom, she was in the edge of the bed with her legs over his shoulders as he was standing there fucking her.  Her hands were stroking his arms telling him how good he felt inside her and how good he made her feel.  She even had some tears in her eyes as she reached for my hand and squeezed it which i knew meant, "I love you."

i sat near the edge of the bed mesmerized by the sight of Ryan fucking Syd and how beautiful they looked together.  There was now chemistry between them that wasn't there when this all began.

The entire night I sat there and watched them fuck…in many positions, in all holes.  She came so so many times his bed was soaking.  He came 2 or 3 times and to watch him orgasm is to see a guy scream and thrust uncontrollably with such passion and power - it is intense.

At the end of the night, they looked over at me and it was like they just realized I was there.  He looked at me and said, "Go ahead, pull your little dick out and jack off, you deserve it."

i did and it felt incredible.  They watched me as they lay together side by side and made some comment about my size.

i went to the bathroom after i came and thought the evening was closing.  Then, i could hear her moaning again and he was fucking her again, i wasn't surprised.

Our First Anniversary of Wife-Led Marriage & Cuckoldry

Ryan wanted to see "his girlfriend" so we set up an evening together.  We were going to meet on Friday night after work at a hotel then go to a restaurant then back to the hotel.

He set everything up and just told me where to be.  i told Syd nothing except that i was taking her out to dinner for our anniversary.   This was not only our 21st anniversary, it was also our first anniversary of our Wife Led Marriage as well as us leading a Cuckold Lifestyle.

Syd got started getting ready very early.  i wondered why but when i saw the result, i knew.  when i walked into our bedroom to catch a glimpse, she looked incredible.  Sex was oozing from every aspect of her.  She had on a white lacy dress which was very very short.  The dress also was very low cut and showed off her stunning tits.  She had long dangling earrings and a diamond necklace on accentuated with her 5" heels.  Her whole aura just shouted, "Fuck me!"

Clearly she has grown into her hotwife-ness so gracefully and enthusiastically.  i was so proud to be with her.

i suspected she might not be wearing panties and i reached to grad her dress and lifted it up slowly.  Sure enough this hot sexy mom was wearing no underwear.

Ryan had texted me to come to the room first for the key and i could make like i had to go into the hotel alone to register.  i did as instructed and knocked on the door to his room.  He opened it and smiled and handed me the key.  He said i was doing a great job and he couldn't wait to see "his girlfriend."

i can't tell you how utterly natural it was for me to go to the room, see "her boyfriend" and get the key so that i may bring her to him so that he could do anything he wanted with her.   And, know that she would love every minute of it.

Before a year ago, this was all distant fantasy for me and now i was living a cuckold's poignant reality.  My wife has a black boyfriend and he is her lover...for real.  Most of the time the thought arouses me but there are times when I think, "What have I done??!!"  And then i get a pit in my stomach.

Anyway, i went downstairs to get Syd who was still waiting in the car.  When she got out of the car, i had to stare and take in all there was in her.  Her sexiness keeps going to new heights.  Guys stare at her so much more than before.  And, her outfits are so much more revealing than before.  She would not consider wearing some of the shoes she used to wear "because they don't have a high enough heel."

We walked hand in hand through the parking lot and a few cars passed by and slowed down.  i know why they slowed down...no one could blame them!

She was smiling the whole way.  No more the timid house wife, she was in full hotwife mode and strutting for all to see.

When we got to the room, i let her in first and just waited for her to see Ryan.  He popped out and startled her but after she realized it was him, she rushed into his strong arms and began to kiss him.  Her white dress against his dark skin was amazing.  And her white skin and blonde hair against his blackness was astounding.

i just found a spot on the bed and reclined as they passionately kissed one another.  He had his hands on her ass.  He smiled when he realized she had no panties on.  He quickly lifted her dress so that just his bare hands now enveloped her ass cheeks.  By now their kissing reached a feverish pitch as i am sure she was feeling his hardness growing in his pants.  She was breathing heavy i am sure at the thought of his massive cock stretching her tight pussy and even tighter ass.

i was lying on the bed and taking pictures of everything happening in front of me.  They looked awesome together.  i was happy for her and him.  Really.  i mean it.  Thee wasn't a tinge of jealousy as i watched his dominance begin to devour her.

Well, maybe a tinge of jealousy, okay, but i was feeling very good about all of us being together.

Soon, he told her to get on the bed and she sat down on the edge of the bed.  He unzipped his pants and she immediately went down on him.  Clearly, this was something i had never done.  i never would have been so forward and domineering.  He expected her to suck him and she clearly wanted to.  It seemed so right.

His cock was rock hard as he grabbed her hair and was rocking her head back and forth on his beautiful dick.  There was a part of me wanting to be him for sure, but there was also a part of me that wanted to be her.  His dominance seeped out of every pore in his body and what was happening in his taking my wife in this way was as it should be.

As he would say, it was the natural order of things.

With his dick glistening with Syd's saliva, he told her to lay back and she instinctively opened her legs as she did.  As he climbed on top of her, the sight of him entering her was right out of all the best porn you have ever seen.  Really, porn isn't nearly this good and even interracial porn isn't this good and cuckold porn often seems so contrived.  This was real.  Real moans.  Real sweat.  Real fluids.

Syd grabbed my hand as he entered her and all i could see was her eyes slowly roll back in her head and a quiet moan flow from her lips.  She had waited a long time for this and she was clearly enjoying every inch of him.

She still had her heels on so it made for quite a picture and video.  My wife in her heels begging her black boyfriend to fuck her and wanting all of him inside her.  Eventually, she would be begging him to plant his cum inside her pussy.

He fucked her so hard.  Harder than i ever could.  Longer than i ever could.  More forcefully than i ever could.  More expertly than i ever could.  It is a little hard to admit, but it is true.  He clearly does things to her that i can't.

His cock is so much bigger than mine; longer and thicker.  Really, it is so much longer and so much thicker.  Just one of those things would make it incredible.  But to be long and thick was every mans dream.  To have his enormous black cock inside her, was every lady's fantasy.  And Syd was living it.

i saw this on a pic and added some to it for our circumstance.  But all of it is true.  "He was so much more equipped to please my wife.  His cock elicited so much more out of my wife than i ever could; incredible passion matched with unending orgasms.  When i am inside her, it is amazing, and i wonder if it is as amazing for her.  She says she loves how we make love.  But when he fucks her, she never wants to stop.  He does something to her i don’t do.  When he slides that monster deep inside my wife, the sigh that pours from her lips is like no other.  When she cums from feeling him buried deep, she cums with her whole body, mind, and soul.  He reaches places i don’t  He touches her in places i can’t reach.  i am lucky love is such an intangible thing, and i never doubt she loves me with all her heart.  But when it comes to pure sex, his enormous cock leaves her gasping and craving to have it again as soon as she can."

She was squirting all over and soon he was soaked with her wetness.  Like me, he loves the feel of her juices on his body.  She came so so hard and i was kissing her as he pounded her with his black cock.

He then pulled her to his cock and came in her mouth and instructed her not to swallow it.  Then he grabbed me and pushed me down under her and told her, "Give him what he needs."  Se then opened her mouth and let his cum flow out and instinctively and submissively i opened my mouth and swallowed his cum

It could have been a half hour or an hour but next thing i remember was him pulling out his huge cock and fucking her again and cumming all over her chest and stomach.  As soon as he was finished, he looked at me and pointed to his jizz and said, "That's for you."

Again, without hesitation i leaned on to her and licked up all his cum.  Syd looked at me and said, "Good boy."  At that moment, everything in the world was good!

After all the sex and sweat, we ordered food and spent the next 3-4 hours talking like old friends. This relationship is clearly not only about the sex.  Yes the sex is the fuel.  But it is the relationship we have all worked so hard to cultivate that keeps the fire burning.  It truly felt like a Triad.  A Dominant and his two submissives all loving their roles and having so much fun.

We all talked about how much we appreciate the honesty we have with one another.  i feel if we keep up the open honest communication we all have with one another, this Triad could last...for a long time.