Out of town for work...He goes to Syd...at our house!

He always has mentioned that he wanted to be with her in our house. I always imagined it would be the three of us. But, i received a text from Syd saying he texted her and was coming over to our house. it was so odd because almost instantly i felt myself get that pit in my stomach but my little dick also got very hard at the same time.

He was coming to our house around 9:00 am after all the kids were off to school. i was half expecting a text or call or something but i heard nothing until about 1:00 pm. It was so hard for me not to text or call them. My mind was racing with what they were doing. Here is what i envisioned:

At 1:00 pm, i finally received a picture from him via text with Syd on her knees in our kitchen with one hand holding his massive cock showing her wedding ring and her other hand holding a sign with her written words on it, "Wish you were here."

It definitely was one of those events i knew took this all to new level for us.

i thought i'd share some pics i looked at while they were together and i was in my hotel room.

i hope you like them :)

I'm Going to See My Boyfriend - Pt. II

Syd came home from Ryan's and looked so happy. She came right up to me in the family room and gave me the most passionate of kisses. She smiled and just said, "Thank you! You are the greatest!" i was immediately hard thinking in my mind that she was thanking me for being so understanding of her having a boyfriend and also making her feel so good about it.

Syd said they had a great evening of sex and conversation. She likes that with him it is not all about sex, she loves the intimacy. Syd said Ryan was incredibly turned on that this hot sexy wife was with him and her husband was home taking care of the kids. He was so turned on she said he came more quickly than usual.  Usually he can go for what seems like hours.

Syd said he felt incredible and left me a gift in her. She wanted to go straight to our bedroom. i couldn't wait to get to our bedroom and hear all the details so i eagerly ascended the stairs.

She told me to get into bed, stay clothed. Her body looked incredible, so sexy, so toned. i cuddled into her arms and we kissed and it felt so good to feel her warm wet lips and tongue. The thought obviously crossed my mind that she was moments ago sucking her boyfriend's cock with the same lips and tongue.

She reached down and began to play with my little penis asking me questions. 

"Do you like knowing your wife was with her black boyfriend tonight?"

"Do you like knowing his big cock was inside me and made me feel so warm inside."

"Did you like being home with the kids knowing your wife was being fucked by her boyfriend?"

"Do you know he left you a gift inside me?"

She felt my hardness and said, "Yes, of course you do, you are such a good boy."

She then instructed me, "Now reach down and put your fingers inside me."

i could feel her wetness and knew immediately it was a mixture of her juices and his cum.  After rubbing her G spot, she asked me, "Do you know what you're feeling?"

i knew she was making me say it. "Yes, i feel his cum inside you."

She responded, "Good, now pull your fingers out and taste him."

i did and began licking my fingers.  i don’t think i was being eager enough for her and she said, "Suck your fingers."  She said it in a tone that left no question that i better suck them with intensity. i did, and honestly, was glad for her direction because it felt so good to listen to her and to be licking his cum and her juices.

i then put my fingers back inside her and began to deeply stroke her and give her a number of orgasms.  All the while, she was telling me what a good little boy i was. Every time she said that, it's amazing how my mind focuses on "little" and that somehow makes me so so hard.

She then pushed my head to her pussy and said, "Suck all of his cum out of me."  i started to lick and she said, "Suck!"  So, i began sucking and she seemed very pleased.  The more i sucked, the more pleased she was. She wanted me to suck all of his cum out and swallow her black boyfriend's seed. Once she felt i had cleaned her sufficiently, she pulled me up to her and kissed me deeply and showered me with praise.

She then instructed me to take off my clothes. We cuddled together and she whispered in my ear. Saying what a good boy i was giving her the orgasms and how good i was at it. i was proud to have done that and to be that for her. She felt my hardness and said' "Don't even think about going inside me."

As you can imagine, i was hoping beyond hope that i would be allowed.

She asked me, "Did you enjoy sucking my boyfriend's cum out of me?"  i answered in a whispered voice, "Yes."

She then told me to fuck her. i knew from past experience to immediately get in position and don't ask questions.  i definitively didn't want her to change her mind and i was sure i heard her correctly.

i got on top of her and entered her quickly and she felt so warm, so inviting. Once inside, my first thought was thinking of Ryan being inside her just about an hour ago and that my little penis must not feel as good. In some ways, i feel that is my issue, because she did say i felt good inside her.

And even though i know it felt good because she wouldn't lie, she doesn’t have to, i knew i wasn't able to bring her to shattering orgasms like he does.

i was so thankful to be inside her. It has been a while since we have had sex - intercourse. i was ready to shoot in no time at all so i knew i had to slow down. As i slowed the pace, she said, "Are you ready to cum already? You know you're not allowed to, right?"  She also said something about her boyfriend lasting a lot longer than me. i knew it was true.

i quickened the pace and slowed as needed so that i didn't cum. She then asked me if i liked sucking his cum out of her pussy again.  i replied affirmatively.  She then told me to repeat, "i love sucking his cum out of your pussy" on every stroke.

So, i began saying in unison to thrusting inside her, "i love sucking his cum out of your pussy."

"i love sucking his cum out of your pussy."

"i love sucking his cum out of your pussy."

"i love sucking his cum out of your pussy."

"i love sucking his cum out of your pussy."

Over and over again i repeated it. And you have to know, as i am saying it, i know the psychological affect a phrase like this has. And, i also knew it was making me want to cum more speedily.

Finally, she said as i was repeating the phrase, "Come inside me." i was in ecstasy as i came inside her all the while repeating, "i love sucking his cum out of your pussy."

This is my life now.

"I am going to see my boyfriend."

"I am going to see my boyfriend."  This is what Syd told me as i got home tonight from work.  She made a great dinner for all of us and then told everyone she was going shopping.  She looked so sexy in her jogging outfit.  And, then she kissed me goodbye.

It felt so arousing to have this happen.  i mean, it was a fantasy come true.  Guys dreamof this happening to them and this is my reality.

So so hot.  I am so happy for her.

Honestly, i feel a little inadequate knowing she needed him sexually tonight.  Yet, that inadequacy feels so sweet.  Yes, a little bitter, but mostly sweet.

i guess that is the life of a cuckold.  i still can't believe i am one.

He just texted me that he left a gift inside his gf for me.

Her Boyfriend Cooks...too!

Ryan called me earlier in the week and wanted to surprise Syd with a "night out" for dinner at his place.  He was going to make dinner and wanted to know some of her favorite things as well as anything she didn't like.

This reminds me of why she likes him so much and his thoughtfulness in this way only amplifies his thoughtfulness as her lover.

Syd knew we were going out with Ryan but didn't know any other details.  She went shopping and was very excited to show off the things she bought to show off for her boyfriend.  There were plenty of bags in our bedroom so i could only guess she bought more sexy clothes than for just one evening.

Regarding her dress, i am not sure if i have mentioned it before, but even if i did it bears repeating.  The outfits she now wears are all sexy.  Even if she is just going to the grocery store, she is sexy.  Before, she never wore heels.  Now she wouldn't dream of anything less than 3-5" heels.

Her blouses are always saying, lean in and see if you can see anything more.  Her pants are skin tight and skirts are always short.  If i wasn't married to her, i'd look at her and say, "Man, is she hot!"  And, i would also think, "i know she is a great fuck!"

Well, the day of our "date" came she was very excited to see him.  i truly enjoy seeing her excitement.  It is so unthreatening, which i am sure makes me appreciate it all the more.

She was dressed in a beautiful silky yellow dress and was very low cut.  The kind of dress she wouldn't even have considered a year ago.  Along with her dangling earrings and 5" heels, she looked stunning.  Her legs were spectacular and i wanted to lick them right then and there.  For me, there is nothing like a bare leg, so much better than stockings.

As we drove to Ryan's house, Syd held my hand and asked me how i felt.  i told her i felt terrific and thanked her for making me feel so comfortable.  Even thought i knew in an hour or so she'd be moaning and screaming with him inside her, i was happy that she was happy.  i really was and i really am.

When we got to his house she opened the door after giving a gentle knock and he was inside waiting for us.  She went so easily into his arms and he wrapped his muscular black arms around her and i thought to myself how hot it was to see his black hands against her white back.  This was real, no fantasy, no porn, just real live erotica. 

He kissed her on the lips as if they had been lovers for years and she had her hands around his neck so perfectly.  He then greeted me as well and asked us if we wanted any drinks.  He knew her favorite drink now, and asked her if she would like a martini.  She was impressed he knew that and soon we were all drinking a martini that he made and it all felt so comfortable.

i thought to myself, "i can't believe just how warm and relaxed we all are and yet if anyone else would see this, they just wouldn't understand."  i know it may sound weird to many of you, but i thought to myself how lucky we were to have found him, how blessed even.

He made us a fresh tuna pizza that was incredible.  It was worthy of some of the best restaurants.

He told us he had 4 courses.  Well, we never made it to the second course.

During the first course, she touched his hand on the table and leaned over and kissed her.  It was over from there.

He grabbed her around the neck and i watched her hand go to his crotch.  As she touched his crotch, she let out a moan.  It was the kind of moan that said, "Oh my god, I have been thinking about this all week!"

Before i knew it, he told her to unzip his pants and he had his hand on her head as she went down on him.  She was moaning and so was he saying how good she felt and "what a good slut you are."  He then asked her, "Whose slut are you?"  She stopped sucking for a second to answer, "Me."  He then pushed her back down on him and said, "Good girl."

i could see his massive cock glistening with her saliva and every so often you could hear her gag from his size.  More and more saliva came out as she gagged and it was incredibly hot to watch.

At that moment, i knew he was in total control.  We all knew he was in total control.

He grabbed her by the hair and pulled her to her feet and ripped her dress off her and there she was naked in her heel and he bent her over the dining room table and began to fuck her.  If you saw a picture of it, you'd masturbate to it!  It was better than any picture i'd ever seen...and i was living it!

He began fucking her so hard and she was moaning so loud.  He asked her whose pussy was it.  She quickly answered, "Yours!"

At that point i felt like he owned her.

He would look over at me and say, "This is what she needs.  This is what you can't give her."

Then he'd say to her, "You don't get this at home, do you?"  She quickly said, No, no I don't."

He loves telling her what a whore she is and what a slut she is, and she loves hearing it.

He was pulling her hair back which made her back arch to meet each powerful thrust from her lover.

Next i knew, i heard drops hitting the floor and i knew she was cumming and squirting.

Watching him thrust into her with his enormous cock is something to behold.  The look on her face is nothing but ecstasy.  He loves slapping her on her ass and her ass was beet red.  You could easily see the welts from his hand.  Not mean in any way, but definitely forceful, exerting his control.

And, when he looks me in the eye to tell me i can't do the same things to her it is so humiliating yet it is such a turn on.  i can't really explain it and don't understand how it happens, but it does.  It makes me feel a pit in my stomach but my dick gets so hard.

Other than him looking over and saying those things to me, it was if i wasn't even in the room.  He clearly had her in a different world.

He then pulled her hair and just was pumping into her until she came again screaming all the way.

As soon as she came again he pulled her to follow him upstairs and in a flash they were up in his bedroom and I was sitting at the dining room table.  i didn't know if i should go upstairs, i mean, i wanted to badly of course, but i wasn't sure he wanted me to.  i thought he would have told me to follow if he wanted me to.  Then i heard the noises and i just had to see it for myself.

When i walked into his bedroom, she was in the edge of the bed with her legs over his shoulders as he was standing there fucking her.  Her hands were stroking his arms telling him how good he felt inside her and how good he made her feel.  She even had some tears in her eyes as she reached for my hand and squeezed it which i knew meant, "I love you."

i sat near the edge of the bed mesmerized by the sight of Ryan fucking Syd and how beautiful they looked together.  There was now chemistry between them that wasn't there when this all began.

The entire night I sat there and watched them fuck…in many positions, in all holes.  She came so so many times his bed was soaking.  He came 2 or 3 times and to watch him orgasm is to see a guy scream and thrust uncontrollably with such passion and power - it is intense.

At the end of the night, they looked over at me and it was like they just realized I was there.  He looked at me and said, "Go ahead, pull your little dick out and jack off, you deserve it."

i did and it felt incredible.  They watched me as they lay together side by side and made some comment about my size.

i went to the bathroom after i came and thought the evening was closing.  Then, i could hear her moaning again and he was fucking her again, i wasn't surprised.

Our First Anniversary of Wife-Led Marriage & Cuckoldry

Ryan wanted to see "his girlfriend" so we set up an evening together.  We were going to meet on Friday night after work at a hotel then go to a restaurant then back to the hotel.

He set everything up and just told me where to be.  i told Syd nothing except that i was taking her out to dinner for our anniversary.   This was not only our 21st anniversary, it was also our first anniversary of our Wife Led Marriage as well as us leading a Cuckold Lifestyle.

Syd got started getting ready very early.  i wondered why but when i saw the result, i knew.  when i walked into our bedroom to catch a glimpse, she looked incredible.  Sex was oozing from every aspect of her.  She had on a white lacy dress which was very very short.  The dress also was very low cut and showed off her stunning tits.  She had long dangling earrings and a diamond necklace on accentuated with her 5" heels.  Her whole aura just shouted, "Fuck me!"

Clearly she has grown into her hotwife-ness so gracefully and enthusiastically.  i was so proud to be with her.

i suspected she might not be wearing panties and i reached to grad her dress and lifted it up slowly.  Sure enough this hot sexy mom was wearing no underwear.

Ryan had texted me to come to the room first for the key and i could make like i had to go into the hotel alone to register.  i did as instructed and knocked on the door to his room.  He opened it and smiled and handed me the key.  He said i was doing a great job and he couldn't wait to see "his girlfriend."

i can't tell you how utterly natural it was for me to go to the room, see "her boyfriend" and get the key so that i may bring her to him so that he could do anything he wanted with her.   And, know that she would love every minute of it.

Before a year ago, this was all distant fantasy for me and now i was living a cuckold's poignant reality.  My wife has a black boyfriend and he is her lover...for real.  Most of the time the thought arouses me but there are times when I think, "What have I done??!!"  And then i get a pit in my stomach.

Anyway, i went downstairs to get Syd who was still waiting in the car.  When she got out of the car, i had to stare and take in all there was in her.  Her sexiness keeps going to new heights.  Guys stare at her so much more than before.  And, her outfits are so much more revealing than before.  She would not consider wearing some of the shoes she used to wear "because they don't have a high enough heel."

We walked hand in hand through the parking lot and a few cars passed by and slowed down.  i know why they slowed down...no one could blame them!

She was smiling the whole way.  No more the timid house wife, she was in full hotwife mode and strutting for all to see.

When we got to the room, i let her in first and just waited for her to see Ryan.  He popped out and startled her but after she realized it was him, she rushed into his strong arms and began to kiss him.  Her white dress against his dark skin was amazing.  And her white skin and blonde hair against his blackness was astounding.

i just found a spot on the bed and reclined as they passionately kissed one another.  He had his hands on her ass.  He smiled when he realized she had no panties on.  He quickly lifted her dress so that just his bare hands now enveloped her ass cheeks.  By now their kissing reached a feverish pitch as i am sure she was feeling his hardness growing in his pants.  She was breathing heavy i am sure at the thought of his massive cock stretching her tight pussy and even tighter ass.

i was lying on the bed and taking pictures of everything happening in front of me.  They looked awesome together.  i was happy for her and him.  Really.  i mean it.  Thee wasn't a tinge of jealousy as i watched his dominance begin to devour her.

Well, maybe a tinge of jealousy, okay, but i was feeling very good about all of us being together.

Soon, he told her to get on the bed and she sat down on the edge of the bed.  He unzipped his pants and she immediately went down on him.  Clearly, this was something i had never done.  i never would have been so forward and domineering.  He expected her to suck him and she clearly wanted to.  It seemed so right.

His cock was rock hard as he grabbed her hair and was rocking her head back and forth on his beautiful dick.  There was a part of me wanting to be him for sure, but there was also a part of me that wanted to be her.  His dominance seeped out of every pore in his body and what was happening in his taking my wife in this way was as it should be.

As he would say, it was the natural order of things.

With his dick glistening with Syd's saliva, he told her to lay back and she instinctively opened her legs as she did.  As he climbed on top of her, the sight of him entering her was right out of all the best porn you have ever seen.  Really, porn isn't nearly this good and even interracial porn isn't this good and cuckold porn often seems so contrived.  This was real.  Real moans.  Real sweat.  Real fluids.

Syd grabbed my hand as he entered her and all i could see was her eyes slowly roll back in her head and a quiet moan flow from her lips.  She had waited a long time for this and she was clearly enjoying every inch of him.

She still had her heels on so it made for quite a picture and video.  My wife in her heels begging her black boyfriend to fuck her and wanting all of him inside her.  Eventually, she would be begging him to plant his cum inside her pussy.

He fucked her so hard.  Harder than i ever could.  Longer than i ever could.  More forcefully than i ever could.  More expertly than i ever could.  It is a little hard to admit, but it is true.  He clearly does things to her that i can't.

His cock is so much bigger than mine; longer and thicker.  Really, it is so much longer and so much thicker.  Just one of those things would make it incredible.  But to be long and thick was every mans dream.  To have his enormous black cock inside her, was every lady's fantasy.  And Syd was living it.

i saw this on a pic and added some to it for our circumstance.  But all of it is true.  "He was so much more equipped to please my wife.  His cock elicited so much more out of my wife than i ever could; incredible passion matched with unending orgasms.  When i am inside her, it is amazing, and i wonder if it is as amazing for her.  She says she loves how we make love.  But when he fucks her, she never wants to stop.  He does something to her i don’t do.  When he slides that monster deep inside my wife, the sigh that pours from her lips is like no other.  When she cums from feeling him buried deep, she cums with her whole body, mind, and soul.  He reaches places i don’t  He touches her in places i can’t reach.  i am lucky love is such an intangible thing, and i never doubt she loves me with all her heart.  But when it comes to pure sex, his enormous cock leaves her gasping and craving to have it again as soon as she can."

She was squirting all over and soon he was soaked with her wetness.  Like me, he loves the feel of her juices on his body.  She came so so hard and i was kissing her as he pounded her with his black cock.

He then pulled her to his cock and came in her mouth and instructed her not to swallow it.  Then he grabbed me and pushed me down under her and told her, "Give him what he needs."  Se then opened her mouth and let his cum flow out and instinctively and submissively i opened my mouth and swallowed his cum

It could have been a half hour or an hour but next thing i remember was him pulling out his huge cock and fucking her again and cumming all over her chest and stomach.  As soon as he was finished, he looked at me and pointed to his jizz and said, "That's for you."

Again, without hesitation i leaned on to her and licked up all his cum.  Syd looked at me and said, "Good boy."  At that moment, everything in the world was good!

After all the sex and sweat, we ordered food and spent the next 3-4 hours talking like old friends. This relationship is clearly not only about the sex.  Yes the sex is the fuel.  But it is the relationship we have all worked so hard to cultivate that keeps the fire burning.  It truly felt like a Triad.  A Dominant and his two submissives all loving their roles and having so much fun.

We all talked about how much we appreciate the honesty we have with one another.  i feel if we keep up the open honest communication we all have with one another, this Triad could last...for a long time.

I want to be with my girlfriend...

Ry said he wanted to meet us at a hotel this time - change things up a bit.  He wanted to be with his girlfriend.  All during the week, he instructed me that i wasn’t allowed inside Syd.  He also forbade me even to touch her saying it was his pussy and he owned Syd.

Syd was very excited about meeting with him.  It had been a while and she openly talked about how she wanted to feel him inside her.  She would tease me throughout the week knowing that i couldn’t do anything.

The day before we met, he texted me and told me how he wanted her to dress.  He said he wanted her in high heels and a very short dress.  The rest he was leaving up to Syd.

He also was very good about making sure i was okay.  Making sure i could handle what was inevitably going to happen.  i assured him i was even though i knew there would be aspects that would be difficult for me.

Thankfully, Syd was also very reassuring during the week.  

He told us to wait in the lobby of the hotel.  As we drove to the hotel, we talked about how magical this all was.  And, how good we both felt about it.  Syd was especially caring to make sure i felt good about everything.  We both knew in a very short while he would be with us and she would be his.  His dominance assured it.

Syd looked absolutely ravishing.  He hair was gorgeous, to her shoulders, flowing so beautifully.  She definitely looked like a hotwife.  5” heels...very short dress...blouse unbuttoned to accentuate her luscious tits and mesmerizing cleavage…

There was a wedding at the hotel as well as some high school dance.  There is no doubt she was turning many heads of guys who would have loved to have her for their date.  i felt so proud walking in with her holding onto me so lovingly.  Yet, we both knew in a very short time she would be holding on to him for dear life.

We sat in the lobby and awaited his arrival.  He texted me and told me he would be arriving soon.  At the same time, he texted her and told her to spread her legs for him.  He walked in as if he was talking on the phone and he would casually look over in our direction.  Anyone watching would have had no idea what was happening, but Syd was getting wet at the clandestine excitement of it all.

He soon passed us and was heading towards the hotel room.  He would soon text us the room number and we would heed his call.

As we entered the room, he walked up to Syd and she easily melted into his arms.  They kissed passionately and i noted the erotic differences in the skin types, one so dark and one so white and seeing both together was a titillating.

Ry broke his kiss with Syd long enough to tell me to go down to the lobby restaurant and fetch some wine glasses.  i departed the room obediently and noted that i was so erect, or as erect as i could be in my cage.

As i walked down the hallway to the elevators, i couldn't believe this was all happening.  i was being sent out by my wife's lover to get some glasses while he had his way with her.  Others might find this wholly objectionable, i found it utterly arousing.

The whole time i was out of the room competing my assigned task, i could only imagine what he was doing to her.  What she must be feeling right now.  In some ways I had a pit in my stomach, but definitely not like i had ever imagined nor was it as bad as i ever thought it would be.  The pit was no match for the eroticism of this relationship.  My wife has a black lover and i am happy for her...for him.

i kind of rushed back to the room, I was eager to see them together.  When i opened the door, Syd was on all fours on the bed and he was fucking her.  All i heard was her intense moaning, moans of pleasure.  The pleasure in her moans was unmistakable. 

My hand immediately went to my crotch hoping I'm sure to stroke Syd's toy only to be rebuffed by the cold metal of my cage.  Sometimes i love my cage, I really do.  At that point, i was cursing it.

They were oblivious to my presence.  They were very much into one another as two lovers would be. 

He was fucking her so hard, so passionately, so dominantly.  She was in another place, so taken by him and his mammoth cock.  She was letting our screams of pleasure that i am sure any passersby as well as adjoining rooms could hear.

So intense was her pleasure and his, that all i could think about was not only how much i would love to be him, but also how much i’d love to be her.

As i laid next to them on the bed at one point, as he was deeply inside her and she was in open mouthed nirvana, he looked me straight in the eyes and said, “This is how she wants to be fucked, how she needs to be fucked.  She can't feel this way with your little dick.”

He then told her to tell me how much she needed him.  It was an easy request as the words flowed effortlessly from her lips, “Honey, he is making me feel so fantastic.  You can’t make me feel like this.  I love you and thank you for making all this possible.”

He pulled out of her and his black cock glistened with her juices.  Seeing him without a condom was so powerful.  He then instructed me to get on my knees and clean off his cock.  i did as he asked and began licking his black cock all over, making sure i was doing as he asked and cleaning it.  i wanted to suck it, badly, but i didn't want to presume i could and be thought of as disobedient.  He must have seen how eagerly i licked him and devoured his manhood.  He just looked at her and said, “Look at him.  Look how he loves this.”

i did my best at “cleaning” and not sucking and even did it without my hands as i thought he would prefer me doing it “wirelessly.”

i have to admit, his cock is something to behold.  His cock is probably 2x longer than mine and like 4x wider than mine.  i literally cannot touch any of my fingers together when i grasp him.  It must be such a high to reach into his pants and just take a piss.  i think if i had that much weight, length, and girth, i’d have to show it off!!

He then pushed my head off his cock and had Syd turn around so he could enter her again.  He told her to get on the bed and he began fucking her on all fours as she faced me.  

He then told me to take off my cage.  Gladly and excitedly I began to unlock my cage with the key he had placed on the hotel desk.  Immediately, Syd’s toy reached its fullness and was uncontrollably erect.

He told me to come over to him and then he pulled out of Syd.  He had us stand together so she could see the difference.  She couldn’t take her eyes off us and kind of gasped.  He said, “Now which one would you prefer?”

In  nanosecond, she exclaimed, “Yours!  Definitely!”

She continued, “Oh, my god, I can’t believe how much bigger you are than him.  I never thought there was THIS much difference.  Yours is sooooo much bigger, so much thicker”  Her eyes were transfixed on us and our differences.

He made her continue to tell me how much she preferred his cock and that i could never make her feel like he does.

All the while, i was raging hard.  i had never experienced such humiliation, especially from my wife and her black boyfriend.

While i felt humiliated, i was also incredibly aroused.  Looking at the differences in our cocks, i definitely understood it all and knew why she would say such things.  It was pretty obvious.  If i was her, i thought to myself, i’d say the same things.

And, he continued to fuck her so exquisitely and soon she was screaming and squirting all over the place.  i could tell he loved the feeling of making her squirt and reveled in the wetness that was all over him.  Soon, he impaled himself and i saw a look in him i hadn’t seen before. i knew he was fucking her, it looked like such an aggressive loving fuck and soon he exploded inside her and began to let out groans of pleasure and then again looked at me and said, “That’s how you fuck your wife.”

Hearing him say that made me feel small and yet i was excited for her.  It is hard to describe, but i was happy for Syd.

We then all laid down in the bed and intertwined we talked about how unbelievable this all was.  It all felt so erotic and so natural.  There was nothing hokey about it, nothing that didn't seem real or good, it all seemed perfect.  And all that i say and i wasn’t even allowed to cum.  I reeeeeally wanted to, but it didn't happen.  i knew it was all a part of me knowing my place.

Soon, i was being sent downstairs to get food for everyone and when i came back to the room, of course he was fucking her but this time they were facing the window to the parking lot and if someone was watching, they definitely would have seen a show.  I don’t think anyone did or could, but it was over the top seeing my wife being fucked at a window by her black boyfriend.

Afterward, Syd and i got into our car and we both couldn't have been happier.  i know you must be reading this wondering how is it possible, but it was and is.  We have never been happier and it all feels so good, so right, so pure.  She told me how much she loved me and how happy she was.  It felt warm hearing her say those things.

Syd and i talked about inviting Ry with us on our overnight trip to a seminar we are attending next week.

Stay tuned...

Grow!

i made it through the rain. 

First, i helped her get ready for her day with Ry.  She looked so beautiful, so sexy.  She wore a very enticing see through blouse accented with a silky teddy underneath which perfectly exposed her cleavage, a mini skirt which showed off her sensual legs, and 5" heels which put her at about 6'1" standing stately and spicy.

During the day, Syd was very good about reassuring me - making sure i knew that i was her only slave, her only husband, and that she would always take care of me and that nothing or no one would ever come between us in our relationship.  It meant a lot to hear those words from her even though intuitively i know all this to be true.

My stomach was in a flutter as we got into the car for the ride to her boyfriend's house.  We talked all along the way about how erotic all this was and how fun.  That i was taking her to her boyfriend so that she could spend the day with him alone was really intoxicating.  

i know it was fun for me because i trust Syd and also i trust him.  Without that trust i think it all would have been a real struggle for me.  As it was, i was enjoying the fact that she was going to get some needed alone time with him and knew that she would be taken care of - more than taken care of!  it had been a stressful week for Syd so i also knew she would love the sex he was about to give her.

Thankfully i was able to get into a good frame of mind focusing on Syd's pleasure.  So, instead of focusing on my perceived angst, i was able to feel pleasure because she was feeling pleasure.

Now, all this doesn't mean i didn't feel angst, i definitely did.  But, it was a good angst, the kind i would say is appropriate for the cuckold relationship.

After i dropped her off, she left the car told me how much she loved me and walked into Ry's house.

i drove home alone feeling very good about all that transpired to this point.  

i concentrated on doing some chores around the house and running a couple errands.  All the while, of course, i was thinking of her and him and what they were doing.  

Finally, i received her call to come pick her up.  i raced to his house in record time!  He met me at the door and let me in the house whereupon entering Syd came to me and gave me a big hug and kiss.  The smile on her face made it all worthwhile.  And, the smile on his face spoke volumes about his conquest.

We all talked about how wild this all was and he thanked me for doing all this, saying none of this could happen without me.  It felt good to hear that from him.

On our ride home, Syd was so loving towards me and we both felt closer because of the experience. Oddly, all of this has brought us closer in so many ways.

To Grow or Not to Grow...that is the Question

This week, her boyfriend Ry said he wanted to see her on Saturday (tomorrow) - alone.  If you have read this blog, you know i have had some very difficult times around these types of scenes.  In the past, when i felt worst, i know i was focusing on myself, my feelings, my needs and wants.  i know i feel best when i am focusing on Syd's needs, wants, and feelings.  What all seems like a haze of fear and trembling becomes clearly an erotic endeavor that is fun and thrilling, and yes okay, complimented by a little angst.

And, i realize more and more that is normal.  And, the more Syd reassures me, the more i feel good about her going to see him tomorrow and spending the day with him without me.  i feel like i am becoming more able to bask in her love than baste in my fears.  After all, i know she loves me, would never to anything to harm me, and will always take care of me.

So, i sit here plugged and caged reminded of my submissiveness with every movement.  By tomorrow night after i take her to her boyfriend and lover, and then after she calls me to pick her up, i fervently hope i can be thankful for this gift she has given me (and he has given me), an opportunity for me to grow.

Six Month Anniversary & New Bull/Dominant

Sorry for not posting sooner, but a lot has happened in the last 2 months or so since the last post.

Here's the latest:

6 Months of
Female Led Marriage - Chastity -  Cuckoldry
(a LOT to celebrate!)

February 23^rd marked the six month anniversary of our new lifestyle for Syd and me.  This is to say twenty

and one-half years of marriage.  To celebrate it, Ry and i thought up a surprise evening for all of us - one in which Syd would know nothing about until the very last second.  Ry suggested we go to his house for the evening.  This was a gesture i didn't take lightly as i know how private he is.  It felt good that he trusted us as we trust him.

He and i had the idea hatching for about a week until the fateful day came.  i told Syd we were going out on a date and to please keep her schedule clear.  i told her we were going out to dinner at a place she had never been.  She seemed very happy to go out in what was billed as our "anniversary" dinner.

There is always suspense around what she will wear when we go out now.  i never know exactly - will it be a sexy outfit?  Or, will it be something casual?  i asked her to dress sexy for me.  i even asked her to wear garters for me.  She smiled at me and said playfully, "You know, I only wear those for my boyfriend."

Nonetheless, she looked stunning.  Her shiny blonde mane so perfectly framed her pretty face.  It bounced and curled off her shoulders just how i like it. She wore silver hoop earrings - my favorites.  i think they make her look so elegant yet incredibly desirable - i.e., they say "Fuck me!" to me.

The blouse she had on was absolutely one of finest i have ever seen her wear.  It was a light tan shirt that was see-through on the arms and back and very low cut in the front.  Her gorgeous neck displayed her necklace that we both know as the symbol of our female led marriage.  To see her silky bra through her blouse is a sight to behold.  i am getting hard right now just writing about it.

The pants she chose for the evening are a deep goldish/brown color and accentuate her ass perfectly.  Whenever she wears these pants, guys can't help but look and stare at her as she passes.   And to top it off, she wore my favorite boots - brown leather with a very sexy 3 or 4 inch heel.  These boots look like a female dominant could wear them or a hotwife.  In this case, it demonstrated both.

i was feeling very good about this evening.  Even though i knew she would be taken by her "boyfriend" in ways i could only imagine, i was very excited about watching her in ecstasy which i knew would almost certainly happen.  i am still caged so i knew there wasn't a high probability of her "toy" seeing any action, but i definitely hoped.  i was looking forward to feeling a closeness among the three of us - almost of the polyamorous variety.  Perhaps this would be the seed of bad feelings for me later.

We drove to Ry's house and Syd really didn't suspect anything until we began to pull into his driveway.  She knew instantly that this house must be her boyfriend's.  She smiled and said, "I can't believe you two did this.  I had no idea.  Now, I am very nervous."

i told her that i didn't tell her about it earlier because i didn't want her to be nervous and i sensed she appreciated that.  Previously, i bought two bottles of wine and had them stashed in the back of the car.  i knew she and Ry both like red wine and i bought a couple special bottles of Pinot Noir for the occasion.

We walked hand in hand to the front door and i rang the doorbell.  He answered the door and we entered the foyer and were all smiling brilliantly.  i closed the door as they hugged and kissed.  He then welcomed me and shook my hand then we also hugged.  The kind of macho hug you might give your male cousin - lol.

He walked us through his living room and dining room showing us a couple projects he had underway.  His house was very warm and welcoming.  It felt very good to be in his home and there wasn't an ounce of me that felt uncomfortable.

We proceeded to the kitchen where he was almost complete with a renovation project he did himself.  The workmanship was impeccable and Syd and i both loved his choices of finishes.  He continued telling us the details of the renovation and at the end he looked at me and said, "And, I have a favor to ask you."

From there, he showed me various food items i was to prepare for the three of us - tilapia, couscous, and broccoli.  He told me i was to prepare the fish with coriander, salt and pepper topped with lemon slices.  The couscous just needed to be boiled and set aside.  And the broccoli was to be steamed.  He wanted the coriander to be roasted.  And, then showed me where his mortar and pestle was so i could grind the coriander.

Then, i was left in the kitchen alone as they proceeded to the living room.  i knew i had a task and was intent on pleasing Syd and Ry with the dinner.  Having the task almost, i say almost, let me forget what was happening in the other room.  i couldn't see anything, but i could hear things.  First, it was mostly cute giggles and then after a bit of silence i could hear Syd moaning.  She was moaning louder than i can ever remember her moaning and the sounds of her pleasure accompanied my directions to prepare dinner in a symphony of eroticism.  i couldn't help but feel the pressure of my little dick (as Ry instructs me to call my penis) straining against my metal cage.  It was very hard to concentrate knowing the most intense scene was playing out in the next room.

As i continued my preparations, Syd's moans grew increasingly strident and then i could hear the sounds of them going upstairs to what must have been Ry's bedroom.  Her moans while a bit muffled, were growing in intensity and i could tell she was going through many phases of ecstasy.  And, i did my best to stay focused on the task at hand for i wanted to make this a very special dinner, an anniversary dinner, to be celebrated with the three of us.

This is what i imagined as i prepared dinner.

So, i set the table, searching his cabinets for wine glasses and napkins, placing the water glasses, getting silverware and even checking google to make sure all were placed properly (the wine and water glasses threw me).  i reveled in the submissive attitude i felt.  Every once and while i would hear her moan so beautifully.  i was astounded that i felt good feelings inside each time i heard her sexual cry or his guttural groan.  i knew she was feeling pleasure and that was all that mattered to me.

The moans were growing stronger and louder and soon i could hear him cum with such force, and although i knew he was wearing a condom, i imagined him cumming inside her with rockets of cum inside her freshly invaded pussy.  i truly wished i was there to witness it.

As dinner was close to being fully prepared, they came downstairs and she reached me first.  She melted right into my arms and planted a huge kiss on me thanking me for orchestrating this night and for cooking for her and her black boyfriend.

i lowered the lights and asked them both to sit at the table.  It was round and Syd sat in the middle of us.  As they sat and talked, i served them their food and then brought my plate to the table last.

We all sat there looking at one another and just couldn’t get over what was transpiring.  None of us had ever experienced what we were experiencing and it felt so universally good - on all levels.

Syd raised her glass and toasted Ry for having us over and then looked at me and toasted me for making it all possible.  The dinner was off to a good start.

We sat and ate and drank and talked like old friends for over an hour and a half.  We exchanged stories about one another giving each a glimpse into our lives.  He was learning more about us and we were learning more about him. 

Once dinner was over, i cleared the table as they went into the living room.  i joined them soon and Syd was

lying in his arms on the couch as if she had been with him for a long time.  They looked cute.  It was an awesome sight and it made my whole body warm.  He began to kiss her, tweaking her nipples, and inserting one of his fingers inside her.  I’d say it was within about a minute she was literally squirting all over, soaking her pants and even his couch.  It was quite a sight.

Seeing both her hands around his dick
with room to spare, caused us both
to look at one another.

Ry saw me and mentioned it was time for all of us to go upstairs to his bedroom. As we ascended the stairs, he handed me a camera.  i knew exactly what to do without being told or asked.  As we entered his bedroom, he tore off her clothes and his own.  Soon he was towering over her and she laid there on her back and he knelt over her with his massive cock near her mouth.  She went down on him so eagerly, without being told.  She seemed to love holding him and feeling his massiveness in her hand and mouth.  He told her to grab his cock with both hands.  She did and then looked at me and smiled as if to say, “We both know i can’t do this with you.”

i was taking so many pictures i hoped it wasn’t spoiling the mood.  Flash after flash was capturing their sanctioned tryst.

He then lowered himself so that his enormous cock was at the entrance of her pussy.  He lowered himself into her and i didn’t know what to do: Do i focus on her face to see her expression as he enters her?  Do i focus on him and watch his face as he enters her?  Do i focus on his dick and her pussy?  Or, do i take pictures?  Well, i took pictures and tried my best to capture all that was happening in my mind - trying to savor each moment knowing that this is the culmination of years and years of fantasy.

He pounded her so hard and so long and so well that i had plenty of time to take everything in from many different angles.  She squirted all over him and all over the bed, even squirting juices landed on the camera lens once!  She was in absolute ecstasy.  My wife...with her lover, her black lover.

My Wife...
His Lover.

And the amazing thing about it all is that everyone felt good and was getting what they wanted.  We again commented on how special this all was and how incredibly erotic it was.

He stepped it up and began to insert his fingers into her one at a time until finally his whole hand was inside her.  i thought she was in ecstasy before, and this was another level yet again.  He would alternate with his hand for a while until she a powerful orgasm overcame her and then he would thrust his dick inside her and make her cum that way to another crescendo.  This went on for a long time until finally he collapsed on top of her and somehow we all ended up lying in bed together with her in the middle.

i just looked at what was happening in front of me and really could scarcely believe my eyes.  There she was, my wife lying with her black lover, in his arms.  They were kissing and cuddling.  i realized i hadn’t even taken any clothes off.  i was taking so many pictures at first and then after a while i figured i would wait to be told to do so.  If she wanted me nude she would say it, right?  Well, this is all good in theory until she actually doesn't say anything!

So, there i laid in my clothes with my arm around Syd and Ry had his arm around her as well.  It was an exquisite site.  She was facing him and clearly was taken by all that just happened.  She couldn’t keep her hands off him, and for the most part i loved watching this.  However, after a while, i realized that she wasn't responding to my touch nor was she even touching me.  Her focus was totally on him.  In retrospect i can understand this a little more than i did that night, but it was painful to experience, on a number of levels.

The most pressing in my mind was knowing how i have confided in Syd over these past 6 months about how i do need reassurances in this journey, especially when her attentions are given to a bull or more poignantly here, her “boyfriend.”  For the most part, i am very good about feeling the joy inside me by seeing the joy Syd is experiencing.  This was a different night.

Okay to sit here and sat i don't have feelings of insecurity or inadequacies, well that would just be flat out dishonest.  Don’t get me wrong, for some reason, with Ry, i feel those feeling less than i have in the past with bulls or prospective bulls.  But thankfully those aren't my overriding feelings.  i am able to focus on her pleasure and derive so much joy from her enjoyment.

Adding into all this, i was feeling left out of the experience.  It was if to Syd that i wasn’t even there.  There were times while we all laid there that Ry would reach over and grab my hand and hold it.  He was clearly trying to make me feel a part of it all.  All of us have even had discussions about the importance of all of us feeling a part of this experience and how that openness and honesty will ultimately be the foundation upon which we can build a relationship.

At one point i pulled my arm off Syd to see her reaction. By the way, i don't feel good in retrospect about "testing" her.  Normally, she would say something like, “Hey, put your arm back here.”  This time she said nothing, and there i was lying next to her with seemingly no contact, no connection.  i felt a huge pit in my stomach and just felt terrible.  It was very difficult to overcome.  i wanted so badly to let go of my bad feelings but i just couldn't figure out why she was acting like this.  We have discussed this type of thing so many times - i.e., my need for reassurances.  And you would think this would be an occasion that there would be a blaring light on that need. 

A part of me thinks i shouldn’t even be thinking about what i want.  A good slave is looking out solely for the benefit of his Mistress or Master.  i do think this is not a want but a need on my part - i do need these reassurances which ultimately help me feel secure, secure enough to engage in this treacherous yet extremely fulfilling journey.

Near the end, Ry said to Syd that he wanted to see us (Syd and me) make love, he wanted to witness how we had sex and to see our passion.  i do believe he was doing this so i could feel more included in the festivities.  It was a very nice gesture.  This was problematic for me in multiple ways.  First, he had just finished fucking my wife with his huge cock and even fisted her.  Maybe i should and maybe i shouldn’t, but i thought to myself, “Oh shit, he wants to see us make love and she may never even feel me!  Sure this was my inadequacy coming out.  i also was not feeling particularly driven to have sex with Syd given her attention to me.

Ry saw that he had hit some nerve and said nicely, “I have to go to the bathroom” with a fond wink.

i asked Syd if she wanted to do that - make love in front of him - and she said, “I am okay with it.”  Alright, in the written word, it might look harmless, hey, she’s okay with it.  But the way she said it, and it was probably my feeling-hurt ears that picked up the audible, but i heard, “I mean, I’m not really feeling like having your puny penis in my pussy, but i am okay with it.”

Ok, ok, i know i am blowing it way out of proportion, and to some extent i am, but this is kind of what i was hearing and how badly i was feeling.  And, although Syd obviously didn’t mean all that i “heard."  In my brain, her lack of enthusiasm was palpable.  And, you know what, if i had just been fucked and fisted by him for a few hours, i might also be less than enthusiastic about more sex, even if Brad Pitt was the object.  Further, later i remembered how she had said earlier in the week how she may not want to make love in front of him or anyone because she viewed it as so private and intimate between us. 

Yes, i know, i am a cad.

Finally, it got late and we had to go.  The tension inside my body was killing me and i could hardly make it another minute.

We thanked Ry profusely for his generosity and hosting us.  He gave her a passionate kiss good bye and we exchanged a warm hug.

As soon as we got in the car, Syd knew there was something wrong.  You can’t (or shouldn’t be able to) live with someone for 20 years without knowing what one another is feeling.  And that is precisely why i think this hurt me so badly, i couldn't figure out how Syd could not know i was feeling this when we were all together.  i mean, even Ry sensed it and i definitely felt him reach out to try and include me.

i was torn also in describing my feelings.  All my uneasy feelings came in the last hour of us being together for over 5 hours.  A lot of terrific stuff happened and i didn’t want this to cloud over all the fun and positive events that transpired.

i explained to Syd how hurt i was - more so out of feeling neglected than anything she actively did.  i mentioned the “I am okay with it” line about having sex with me at the end for good measure.  i felt good about the entire evening until that happened with her.

After expressing myself and opening up about how i felt, Syd was devastated.  She clearly was very very upset that she would have been the cause of me feeling so badly.  It took us the entire ride home to talk about it and even though i could forgive her, it was hard to let go of the bad feelings i had.  i realized at that point it was more my issue now since i had forgiven her.  But, i was still feeling wounded.

In the morning, we spent some time together and Syd cried in my arms.  She felt terribly about what she had done and openly said she definitely messed up.  She said she was inattentive to me.  I know Syd would never intentionally hurt me for anything so seeing the hurt in her eyes and knowing she would be very mindful of this in the future, it was very easy for me to forgive her and feel good feelings toward her. 

i know nothing happens in a relationship one-way.  And, i knew i had to apologize for my actions.  i know Syd loves me.  i know she would never do anything to hurt me.  So, i could have or even should have waited to express my feelings knowing that it was something way out of the ordinary for her.  I apologized for my actions - for not being more understanding of her and being more mindful of her pleasures.  i will do better next time.

We went to lunch together and talked some more and you could feel the distance between us evaporate and i feel closer to her now than ever before.  These types of situations have a way of doing that for us.

We made a “date” for when we got home to cuddle nude in bed.  We did and it felt so warm and so secure and i again felt so devoted to her.  i ended up bringing her to a squirting orgasm and it felt good to do this for her.

For me, i remained in my cage despite hinting at a release.  Lots of loving, lots of touching, but no orgasms for me.  But you know, i am thankful for that.  She controls my orgasms and i am very grateful she does.  And, now most importantly, i feel completely connected to Syd again.

Whew - the end!